Posted 20:26 by Tycho

Blah, ok, here's my deal.

Stress Analysis sucks. Book really sucks at explaining the subject our homework is on (technically, lecture lags behind homework by about 3 days, so we have to learn it all ourselves for the homework).

Sadly, I did not have the courage to ask that girl out tonight. Got the jitters and was content just to walk back with her. I guess I'm just waiting for some sort of sign to tell me what her reaction would be. I can deal with rejection, its the prospect of her doing her best to avoid me from that point onward that scares me.

Can't go on Sunday due to family function :-(. Oh well, shit happens, just gotta deal with it. It would be the only time I would have a chance to see a friend I haven't seen in a long time (5-6 weeks or so), so I won't get to hang out with her and catch up on goings on and whatnot. Pah. To be honest, I was looking forward to seeing her again. I'll take this as a lesson about life: things don't always happen the way you want them to (like me not asking her out tonight...and for clarity's sake, this is a different "her").

I'm planning on going to the falconry exhibit at the Higgin's Armory on Saturday. Don't have much interest in it, but I really haven't been exposed to it, so I'll give it a shot. Plus I get to hang out with cool people :-). I also need to talk to one of the history professors...evidently he fights with live steel, and Higgin's Armory is looking for people to demos for them every now and then, so I need to contact both places and see what my prospects are.

Damn it, I hate hormones. Such a wacky thing that men can't control (and neither can women!). I don't like it when there is a part of myself I can't control.

And due to a random thought about what the guys are doing Friday night, which led to me thinking that Chuck would be going, which led me to think about what he'd think about my last statement. To be clear, I was referring to the hormones. You sick fucks. Or rather, you sick fuck.

And now I'm just procrastinating on doing my Stress Analysis. Better get back to that, bye.