Posted 17:47 by Tycho

Yay, my concentration is back, and then I run into a wall over the stress problems.

I wish I could take like a year's supply of Prozium at once.

My legs ache alot now...I forgot to stretch after finishing up my run. Go me.

Things I've eaten today: 3 slices of toast, 3 chocolate chip cookies. Weight: still too damned low.

Ok, today sucked. Here's why:

1. Still feel just as shitty as last night. Still burns like 7 hells that I have no chance.
2. Weight before term started: 168 lbs. Current weight (checked five minutes ago): 147 lbs. And thats AFTER I gained a couple pounds back.
3. Took an online test today on WPI's counselling webpage. Tested positive for generalized anxiety disorder. Not cool. I need to stop by West Street House and fix that problem.
4. Yeah, there is a #4, but I'd rather not post it.

The highlight of my day was getting a perfect score on my Stress Analysis quiz. Woo fucking hoo. I'd gladly NR that class if I could get rid of the anxiety disorder, and be given a chance. I'd NR it twice without thinking about it, even.

You know, being told "you're a great guy" sucks. It just proves that nice guys and great guys always finish last. This sucks. Maybe I should become an asshole so I might actually get a girl to like me. Ok...wow...someone ought to slap me for even thinking that.

Not only that, she won't talk to me anymore. Way to fucking go, Matt.

*Sigh* No one said life is easy. I guess I'd best get a helmet.