Posted 23:15 by Tycho

Yeah. Way to fucking go, Matt. 2 friends. One night. Wow...you're getting fucking good at this.

I deserve it, too. I acted like an shithead, and now I have to pay the price. I have no excuses and I'm not going to try and weasel out of responsibility.

All I can say is that now that I wish you confronted me instead of going through a neutral party. Should have beaten me down with a baseball bat, too, while you were at it. Would've been much better that way.

Thats not all I can say. The second part is that I wasn't thinking and didn't mean what I had said, and what I had done, I have no excuse for. I just beg for your forgiveness. If I get it, great, I still won't be able to look either of you in the eyes for a long time. If I don't, it might be better that way, people like you shouldn't have to associate yourselves with pieces of shit scumbags like me. Well, I hope that you can accept my apology.

I feel like a total and utter shithead asshole. I hate myself and my life.

I can honestly now say that I have no honor. I must start anew.

Edit: Oh, and I forgot to mention, to top it all off, I over-torqued my wrist at fight practice. Yay for shield fighting.