Posted 22:03 by Tycho

Today was an ok day. Started off the day wide eyed and bushy tailed. Up until the point where I was told that Janine would not be allowed to visit next weekend. That sort of killed my day. My mother was like "oh, I'm sorry to break your heart blah blah blah". It sort of made me sick. All the reasons given were pure bullshit, and at one point it felt like I was being pressured to break up with Janine. Well fuck that. The thing is that my mother actually meant it, too, that she didn't want to break my heart. Alright, enough about that...suffice to say that bummed me out. This has me very worried.

Anyways, so I go and ignore my parents for the better part of 3 hours and cleaned my room and hung more stuff up on my walls. You can get alot done when you just get fed up with one thing, and dive into another task to get away from it. My room is starting to look kick-ass. With a capital k and a, by the way. Must take picture of it when it's finished.

Then it was off to walk to Chris's. Good to talk to Janine along the way, which got me back into a happier mood.

Once there, I joined the guys and we watched Old School, ate, played basketball (where I sustained an impressive amount of injuries, and was forcibly retired from playing for the night), and then came back in and watched "The House on Haunted Hill". The beginning of that movie is really fucked up. Seriously, that just got me how fucking disturbing that was. I guess they did a good job at it, then, if it got to me that badly. The highlight of the evening was definitely playing basketball (despite possibly losing any chance to having children [not that I had a chance of having them in the first place, but that is beside the point], having my brains knocked around, etc.). Nick was nice enough to take my place on Bill's team. And we ridiculed a fight scene in Romeo Must Die. For your information, it was scene 37 out of 39.

I feel confused, depressed, happy, and weird, all combined into one neat little package. I dislike feeling this way, though it isn't too bad.

Good night everyone.