Posted 22:29 by Tycho

Alright. Today wasn't terribly great. It wasn't bad, either.

Woke up (way too early). Went to Stress. Dropped off history paper. Ate food. Ate more food. Did homework. Wasted time.

Aye, life is going much better for me now, but I'm still not completely back to normal. The pain is gone, and so is the loneliness, for the most part. I'll still get anxiety attacks every so often. They're severe, yes, but don't last for long...the faster I get worked up, the faster I can go "screw this, why do you put yourself through this? This is stupid!", and then I recover.

Let me tell you, the lesson in this case was NOT worth the price I paid for it. I want to take the past 6 weeks back and relive them...so I wouldn't make those mistakes, fix everything up, make amends...but I can't. Unfortunately, it is part of life, that we can't go back and fix our errors. Losing friends is not easy.

I've been told that I shouldn't regret what happened in the past...easy to say, hard to do...

Do you think we're gonna make it? I don't know unless we try. We can sit here scared to move, or we can take them by surprise!

Anyways, at the chain mail making session tonight, I realized that I can't make it for the life of me. I guess I'll call it "modern art" and give it some freaky title. In French, to make it sound sophisticated and cultured, or something like that.

And now I'm back in my room. Trying to remember what the extra credit assignment for Stress was. Oh well.

I've been trying to clean up my language...working to some extent. If I'm going to express myself, I shouldn't need to curse and swear. Its ungentlemanly.

Now for a nap. Good night.