Posted 17:24 by Tycho

Hey folks...feeling better now...not a huge amount better, but a little.

The extra strength tylenol made the flu symptoms go away, but I still get nauseous on a regular basis.

Despite feeling physically better, there is still this huge void in me that won't be filled...a sharp pain that will not go away.

Today, I deleted someone from my buddy list. I had thought that they were my friend, but evidently they aren't. Well, not anymore, at least. It hurts to do something like that, but I had to do it sooner or later.

Let me explain why I deleted them. I don't mind IMing people, but if they can't be bothered to make the effort themselves sometimes, despite saying they will, etc., etc., then obviously they don't care to talk to me. Why should I talk to them?

It really hurt to delete them. Hopefully I'm wrong. I pray that I'm wrong.

But on to more pleasant thoughts, I've got to be at the campus center at 1800 hours, only to go over to the library to do some major research. Then its back here to write up a 5 page paper. Aye, at the end of that, it'll be time to go to sleep.

When will this stop? When will the work go away? When will I get my sanity back? When will I be whole again? How long until I am my old self?

BAH, THIS SUCKS.